Wild dreams in a black and white world.

The party was great and my outfit was a success. I met some famous models, like Lara-Aimee and Starfucked. They're so pretty:-)

Here are some pictures of me, thanks lovely boyfriend <3

The fashion shows were impressive, I noticed colors are the new black. HMS Latex came with some pretty colorful (I loved the colorful wigs!) and Ardita showed off some funky but classy new pieces. Other shows were from DD Mistress by Subliem and Pandora Deluxe.

Ophelia Overdose  totally blew me away with her great Millennium Robot performance. Here's  a link to pictures of her show: *click*. She can put up the cutest smile when she dances.

Also, I met Me-Chiel, who's a great photographer. He took a photo of me when I was helplessly locked in a cage (don't I look very tortured?). Thanks Me-Chiel!

This is not a blogpost title.

Dominatrix; Queen of the fetish scene party. I will attend :)

Tomorrow we are heading off to Akersloot for the dominatrix party.
Here is a preview of my outfit. I want it to be classy and sexy at the same time. It will be my first time in Latex, so it also has to be comfy. I tested my outfit two days ago and this is the basic idea: my bordello high heels (<3), latex stockings, latex skirt, latex small gloves and a lace top with flower print and a bra under it. With that, I totally want to wear a fascinator.

Me  in my test outfit for the party (Lace top H&M; Bra, Marlies Dekker; fascinator, self made; latex gloves and stocking from internet; skirt, Raw Rubber).

I decided to make a fascinator myself, because the ones from the internet weren't matching my outfit like I had in mind. It is made out of several jewelries that I bought in different shops. The cameo for example, is made from a necklace from Six. The fishnet lace came with horrible fugly brown feathers on it (from some outlet-store). They still give me shivers.

My self-made fascinator, made of several hair decorations and jewelries.

Me, wearing it.

Here is a very useful pdf on how to make a fascinator. *click*

I decide just how high and then I let her fall

But my Dolly wants something I can’t give her
She wants life, she wants to feel...

Suffer and bleed, laugh and cry If I give her life she’ll have to die.
(XP8 - Muv your dolly)

Call me miss officer when I wear my new cap! (military shop)

The cap is a post-war east-german NVA cap. I bought it in the military shop for €10.00 only! It is unused, but it is a tiny size, so the shop keepers were happy and jealous I fitted it. This will so be the perfect accessory for a military bitch look I want to build for one of the fetish parties upcomming. Which reminds me, Dominatrix is soon! Anyone going?

A new dress with a city skyline that I bought with my mom last week. She bought the same one and it looks great on both of us. I hardly ever wear something with so many colors, but I think it looks good. (Bertus)

Killer snowman

Last morning snow again. Not much, but just enough to have inspired us to go out for a nice Sunday morning walk. We explored the village a little more in southern direction from our house. Never been that way, even though we live here for 2 months now. The white snow was so bright it made my eyes tear, but the world was so pretty! Bf made a super cute tiny snowman, awww!<3

He is about 10 cm high? But you can imagine him to be 2 meter tall and super fierce if you like.

Me in the  snow, wearing my striped pants for the first time (Tripp). The coat is all fluffy inside (H&M)!

After coming home; tea. In my cutest tea can and the un-matching cups (all second hand and vintage). The table cloth is vintage and the fragrance sticks are of fragrance Sweet Musk.

This was Sunday.

Saturday I worked, but Friday I was at my moms for her birthday (HBD MOM!!). I offered her a a set of small and large plates and two matching pots (see pic below) with a sauce-dish and some salad plates. The set has flowers that have very bright yellow, orange and blue coloring. My mom fell in love with this set when she saw it and I bought it for her. I also offered her an oil-burner, one you use to put rose oil in to make your house smell nice. Instead of oil I like to use wax-tablets with a fragrance, so I bought her some sets to go with the burner as well; Geranium, Rose, Chocolate, Jasmin and Wild Berries. I am so going to buy the chocolate ones for myself too as soon as the shop opens in an hour!

Dishes I offered my mom for her birthday (vintage) to match the napkins she values so much (iittala)

Lovely cake mom made. Nom nom nom!

My mom is a star in baking cakes. This heavy chocolate cake had a sugar-butter filling that made it perfect. "The strawberries are for the vitamins" says mom.

I'm late! I'm late! No time to say "Hello, Goodbye". I'm late, I'mlate, I'm late!

It seems high time to post pictures of my fluff-butt. Fasten your seat belts and look for the closest-to-you emergency exit; here comes fluff!

Cute ever moving nose.

The skull is her friend. She often plays with Murray and he gets even more bunny kisses than we do!
The huge pine cone comes from France, we brought it for her.

Did I mention she likes legos? She is 5 years old, so she's allowed to play with it, right?

The double pillow is her new throne. The pillow gets kisses as well.

Did you have your cutesplosion? I did.

"Einen schönen hals hat Eure Frau..... Ich kaufe das haus, das schöne,öde haus dem Euren gegenüber...."

Sindemasen keine andere
Rettung fürhanden,
es sey denn daß ein
gar sündlos Weyb dem
Vampyre den ersten
Schrey des Hahnen
vergessen mache.
Sie gäbe ihm sonder Zwange ihr Blut.

Only a woman can
break his frightful spell -
a woman pure in heart -
who will offer her blood
freely to Nosferatu and
will keep the vampire by
her side until after the
cock has crowed.

Poster hanging on the church.

Saturday my boyfriend and I went to see Nosfaratu in the church in town. This movie dates 1922 so it is a silent movie with super cute effects. The carriage that brings Hütter (Harker) to the castle is supposed to move fast, and indeed, the recordings are just played faster there. The movie has no sound, so in the church there was live organ music composed for the movie.

The movie is the original Bram Stoker story of Dracula, but in German. Mina is called Ellen, Jonathan Harker is herr Hütter. There are frames of texts of important thing people say, of a book about vampires (how convenient!) and of newspaper articles about about the plague.

Newspaper about the Plague epidemic in Transylvania and the Carpathians. All the victims have small wounds in their neck, but doctors are puzzled what it has to do with the Black Death.

It was my first time in that church and I was surprised by the floor covered in tomb stones. They were dating back to the 16th and 17th century. Some of them were really pretty and heavily decorated, but all of them were eroded due to all the footsteps on them throughout the centuries.

Tomb stones in de Aa-kerk (Aa-church) in Groningen.

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Something very different.

Last week me brother was here and we went buying this lovely cutie table to put in the hall. I think it totally matches awesomely with the medicine boxes that I bought recently. The frames are new too, to match the table. I am still trying which frames look best on it, since I also have others. Right now I also have a pink baroque-ish frame with a picture of my bunny there, together with one white frame.

New table in the hall of my house. Second hand.

In the white frame there is a label of a bottle of wine we drank at the house warming party a week ago. The label says "blood wine" and it has a sexy, scary looking nurse on it that is offering you some ambiguous red drink in a wine glass. There are two glasses, so supposedly she will also drink with you?

Blood Wine. A label from a bottle we drank recently. it says "lovely wine with herb extract".

My own top Twelve of bags.

I happily introduce my Twelve (or actually fifteen) most used bags. I actually do wear almost all of them!

This is Peter, he is one of the first ones. I got him from my mom. He is just big enough to carry my cigarettes, wallet, phone and eye liner. (Sasha)

Andrew is sort of Peter's brother. He is also small, but he is shiny. Just as Peter, Andrew witnessed many important happenings while going out. (second hand)

James and John are also early ones, they are brothers as well. The are fierce and big. These guys are serious! (second hand)

Philip here is dark (-er than seems on the picture) red. He has little feet and nice details. His inside is bright red, which reminds me of camera bags like the Simons. The cover is hard so it never loses shape and everything fits in it even though it doesn't look humongous. Even though he's not black, I really love Philip here. (vintage)

Barthomolew (I like the name Nathanael more, reminds me of Gossip girl) is my newest one. He comes from a dark looking, tiny little hidden vintage shop. He was on sale the day I purchased him. I even taught (the no-so-smart) ladies in the shop how to calculate the remaining price after giving a discount (originalPrice*0.70), because the poor oldies were calculating one percent of the price, then thirty times that and subtracting that amount from the original price. Nathanaels cover is hard, Like Philips (that is how they are related, it is like Philip introduced me to hard covers and indirectly opened my world to Nathanael). (vintage)

Thomas is big, but he is also a softy (no hard cover like Nathanael and Philip). He loses his shape when he isn't loaded (with stuff that I shopped). Also, he is not entirely black, more like black denim. He made me doubt very much, since I don't like denim (am I too skeptical?), but I do like black. Eventually I bought him one day in extreme sale because he had caught my attention a couple of times before and I could use a bigger bag that day (came from work, loaded with good stuff). (V&D)

This lovely hand bag is from Esprit but bought in a second hand shop one day for €1.00! Since Matthew here is a small black handbag he goes well with dresses for special events, but he also remind me of tax collectors and therefore seriousness. For a job interview I would take him with me because he keeps his shape and looks fancy. He doesnt stay standing on the floor though, he falls. (Esprit, Second hand) 

James the Little here is not to be confused with James from the James & John brothers, therefore James here is sometimes called Thaddeus. I got him from my boyfriend last Christmas. This one is absolutely adorable and I wear him with me often. I got him together with Jude, who I introduce below. (H&M)

Jude here, is the brother of James the Little. He is baptized 'weekend bag' even though he is rather small for one. His inside is pink and he carries a pink envelope with him. This envelope is now empty but waiting for cute notes to be collected inside itself. I love the mix of shiny black and the pink satin inside. (H&M)

The camera bags here are all Simons, they are obscure. I have a weakness for camera bags because they have such unusual shapes. Also, I love how super red they are inside. All these are from different second hand shops. The most recent one is the rectangular one behind. He is yesterday's product of shopping with mom. Small Simon on the left is a lens-bag. He cannot contain anything really (except my lighter and a lipstick?) so he is not handy for going out. Big round Simon has such an absurd shape, I just love him. As for both rectangular Simons, they really have a good shape and size for everything I need to have with me for partying. (second hands)

Finally here is Judas. He used to be awesome, charismatic and extremely handy (and so totally unfashionable that he matched perfectly with all my outfits). I have been mistaken for teacher once or twice when I wore Judas to the university. But Judas betrayed me a little when the metallic clips started to tear through the fabric. Maybe I over-estimated how much weight he could carry. Still he stays great, but I am not wearing him until I find a matching shoulder strap for him, since I cannot carry him by his handle anymore.

At the third day she looked at all she had shopped and thought it wasgood.

Today I introduce a new category for my posts: I shopped. I did it two days in a row and I love it!

The first day was themed second hand shopping. With my friend we climbed through the streets filled with snow to go to the second hand shops that are scattered throughout the city. I bought a pretty Little Black Dress and a corset (no pic, sorry). The dress is purpler at the bottom and black at the top, in a dip-dye fashion, as Eric thought me. The sleeves have to be adapted a bit, they need to be more puffy. I will probably fix that tomorrow morning, because I want to wear this dress to my house warming party tomorrow!

Little Black Dress, Second hand.

After an intense day of walking through the heavy snow (we will have such muscled butts!) it seemed appropriate to hide inside my warm new house and drink hot chocolate with waaay too much whipped cream. It was a good day.

WTF-of-the-day: dress €15.00 and the corset €5.75 and altogether I payed €13.25  ....uhhhhhhhh?

The second day at 10.30hrs in the morning I decided to go to Utrecht to shop (big city in the center of the country) so I put on my naughty shoes (actually my comfy every day boots) and took the train at 11.01 hrs. And shopping I did!
Finally I found the fake leather jaket with the fake fur that I saw in a magazine last summer. And guess what, on sale!

Fake leather jacket from Tally Weijl.

Also, I found the Tally Weijl bunny thermos-mug that I wanted for so long! I saw it on the internets a while ago and decided I needed to have it. It was the last one in the shop and even half priced, yay me!

Bunny mug, Tally Weijl.

The mug has silver glitters and a pink glitter bunny. A pink glitter bunny!!
Other than that I also bought an etui for storing
pensmake-up and cute toe spreaders for nail-polishing. They are pink with silver glitter hearts.

At about 6 hrs in the evening I was back home where it was comfy and warm. Yet another successful day of shopping.

Dinner-of-the-day: Mushroom lasagne with paprika. Yum!

I got born today.

This morning, when I looked out my window, I saw that snow covered my world. After the entire Europe and all the rest of the country have been white for days, finally snow hit the north of the Netherlands.

This is me, in the snow, equiped with my snow boots, warm gloves and my spring jacket (because it matched the leather pants).

The snow made me decide. Fuck yeah, today I start blogging.

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